The one thing that reminds me of him..
the one gift i loved that he gave me.
i will never see it again
because of the FUCKING internet.
I have never been so mad
and upset
and I miss him so much...
And i have no1 to talk to about this..
I'm not allowed to hurt..and miss him...
whatever...

hahaha i've had the best convo with ash tonight
just laughing at stupid plans we're goin to do to jess at tafe
oh we are soooo freaking great
i might see him at robina tomorrow?
YAY!
coz he's pretty greaaaaaat!
I love his gf shae..oh my..she's sooo prettteeehhhh ^_^
gosh i have nothing to say
so i'm goin to
...DANCE!

Mood: Sad/Angry

I usually don't question a friendship with someone until you start to think they don't appreciate the things you do.
Now I am cool lending a friend money and they were to pay me back.
I do everything and anything for my friends.
When i found out my best friend Andy..(my best friend not ex bf) was moving away to sydney..i literally cried for ages. I hated the thought of not being with my andy every weekend drinking or being stupid.
After a while I accepted that he's moving there and possibility he'll come back if things dont work out.
Then he made this bulletin on myspace (ok it sounds pathetic.)
He listed all the friends he's going to miss..and if you weren't on that list he wouldn't miss you.  I wasn't on that list. I was hurt, really hurt.
After everything I've done for him.
All the money I've lent him..(he hasn't paid me back yet)
I have never felt so effing worthless!
Someone I considered my best friend..won't even miss me!
I was at tafe when I found this out..I got so distracted..I just had to leave.
I cried when I drove home.
Then when I got home..I got pissed off and yelled and ranted bout how much of a cunt he really is.
I haven't really had many people to talk to bout this..
I'm out.